Lazy writing

It’s been a long time since I wrote something. I was so neck deep in trying to keep everyone around me happy, that I forgot to keep myself happy.

I had relatives visiting, we went to beautiful locations. The experience could have been surreal had I not occupied myself worrying about everyone clicking together, eating together, moving together etc.

Does that happen to everyone else? Is everyone wary of other well meaning people judging your home, your lifestyle, your kids 🤔? Do we all waste our time with needless perturbations. Am I over cautious or just a kill joy for my self?

I am so sorry I lost my balance,this couple of weeks. I dwindled time away but drowning myself in useless Instagram and Netflix nut house! But next time,I promise I will spend some moments daily for my Swadhyay ( self study). Will become more accepting of my weaknesses and imperfections. Will do proper rest, relaxation and rejuvenation.

Will definitely be on writing track. ✍ and will try and scribble positive thoughts to steer my life away from negativity to positive overcomings. Will be more honest towards myself. Will improve my prakriti and nirvitti. Will read more! Will dance more! Will eat with due caution and responsibility.